My Darkside

After openly coming out in 1954, I have lusted almost daily for the most intense m2m sex that I could find, always cruising for truly masculine men who could give me whatever their sex organs could deliver. I have alwys had the wish to serve and service although willing and able to put my cock into any open hole. As my lustful thoughts gathered momentum over the years, I came weekly tabloid across a weekly Canadian tabloid named Justice Weekly It purported to report and print "news" stories of various misdemenours, either true or possbly invented and the punishment dealt out to the guilty. There were clasified ads from men and women looking to contact readers who might be interested in various kinds of play dealing with performing acts of punshment. Many of these attracted my darkest thoughts and imagination. Responding to some of these ads I was able to discuss and learn more about what amounted to somewhat kinky performances. Invited by one contact to visit him in San francisco I went to meet him. He took me to a very early gay leather & sm bar, leaving me there when he had to return home. Very shortly I was approached by a masculine, macho hunk who tookme back to his place where he spent most of the night working me over while he had me strung up in bondage. The experience had my adrenaline and endorphins flowing, instilling my total addiction to be the recipient of sensual, erotic and painful punishment. Ever since, right yo my age of 86 years, I still lust for indulgence in this kind of rough, manly play.

Porn Videos

I would surely get off to get included in some video action. Being watched as I get fucked, tortured or put into bondage could be a real high. However, I don't imagine too many video makers are interested in kinky dads although I figur that I could put on a good performance.

November 11th.

Known as Remembrance Day here in Canada and an unofficial holiday. I was on line at about 7.30 am and received a messag on the website I was viewing. It said "Enjoy your holiday". I responded immediately and a reply came back stating that the respondent needed to get a load off right away. He gave me his phone number so I rang back immediately. He wanted m to go to his place within the next 30 minutes and gave me his address. I had a fast shower, dressed and took the local bus to his place. Arriving on the floor of his apartment he came out to meet me and took me inside. We went straight to his bedroom and both of us immediately stripped. He asked me what I wanted to do and I tod him to do whatever he wished. He decided that he wanted to fuck my tight hole. His cock was only about 6" in length but quite fat. He had me lay on my back with my legs up on his shoulder. Since I had not been fucked for a while he lubed my asshole liberally and gradually poked his cockhead in between my cuntlips. At first I felt some pain as my anal muscle were forced open. He had put on a condom, something I rarely use. However, I am completely open minded although do prefer bareback. He fucked for abot 15 minutes in this position then had me knee doggy style on the bed and once again thrust his fat cock uup my hole. After abut 30 minutes I could sense the cum getting into his cock and could feel his body tense as he shot his load. He then had me get dressed and indicated that I should immediately leave to go home.

PUCKERING UP

There are lips on my mouth and also lips on my ass, both longing to pucker up over a lushious cream filled cock.

Cum Together

It has just occurred to me that it would be very interesting and helpful if some of us gay bloggers could meet together and share informationand ideas. I am aaa quite old guy who came to computers and the internet late in life. Mainly self taught through trial and error, I am always ready to learn more.

Adding Pic Of New Plug In My Cock

Somehow my previous download did not work.

Some New Developments

Put a message on Craiglist a few days ago. Had one response from a 55 year old guy who wants to meet me tomorrow. He says that he would like to associate with anolder and more experienced gay man in order to learn some more about the lifestyle. Last saturday I went to one of our local gay kink stores and bought a small cock plug. I had one which I bought some time ago through the web but found that I could in no way get the thickest part into my cock, try as I may. I even had trouble getting this new plug full into my tight pisshole but did manage to do it after adding more lube and pushiing and twisting it. It felt so good. When I came to pull it out I had quite a tough job and had to pull and twist like crazy. I plan to keep using it in the hope of stretching my pisshole.

Video Action

Would very much like to be a participant in a gay action video. Am an exhibionist and am ready to volunteer for a video scene.

Pictures That I Like

Just a titillating treat for my readers. When I come across some special pics I always want to put myself and my own ass right there.

I'm Back

After running out of steam some weeks ago, I feel the need to share some of my thoughts and feelings which have been drifting into my old head lately. Having heard on the radio news that many medical schools were in need of more donated corpses, decided to review the pre-arranged funeral instructions which I had bought and paid for in 1996. Instead of opting for cremation it seemed a good idea to offer my remains to the anatomy department of our university. I am waiting to receive information rom them but, on checking their website, note that they probably don't want any bodies with HIV infections etc.

Getting more and more frustrated with the negative attitudes of many of my fellow citizens as well as all of the overbearing and game playing of our politicians, big business and the IOC who appears to be arrogantly making rules and regulations we all are supposed to conform to with the 2010 Winter Olympics.

My Last Posting

I have said just about all that I needed or wanted to say so have decided to discontinue this rather futile blog.

Canada Bars It's Doors

There have been several instances reently of the Canadian Government failing to assist it's citizens who have, for one reason or another, become stranded in other countries. Canada also appears to be unwilling to welcome visitors to our shores. I have just spent several months, as well as some money, preparing letters and documentation to assist a young African friend to apply for a visitor's visa. I was willing to pay his travel costs as well as provide accomodation and living expenses. Whe he submitted his application to the Canadian High Commission in Accra they refused to give him a visa without offering any explanation. Due to my age, as well as hearing reports of travel horror stories, I have decided to give up any thought of overseas or even USA travel. No wonder we see a distinct decrease in our tourist and visitor industries.

Busy Saturday

I put an ad on Craigslist yesterday hoping to find a party and/or gangbang etc. Instead got a reply from an older man wanting a BJ. I decided to oblige. He turned out to be overweight and a heavy smoker, not much to my liking. He wants me to return but I shall not comply. Later went to my local gay bar for a beer. Got chatting to a guy sitting near me. He wanted to come to my place to see my PC so I brought him home. We just socialized and chatted but he might return sometime. Also had an email from a young guy looking for a dad. Have invited him to come and meet me on Monday before deciding how involved I might get. Today, a Sunday I propose to stay home and take things easy.

Temptation

Somehow I am feeling extra horny these days. In the mood to get down and dirty under the torments of one or more sadistic musclemen. Have seen this very intriguing cock plug on sale and am tempted to buy one on the web. Ready to throw myself into the middle of a horny group and get my ass and/or cock thoroughly punished. Could also look for nourishment from injesting the seed of some horny god.

Pride Weekend

The visitor from NY City phoned me on Saturday morning. We arranged to meet at the Steamworks that afternoon. I was able to give him a good blow job and swallowd his load. He then said he could cum again, so I was lucky to get two loads within a half hour. Found my buddies car lined up for the big Pride Parade on Sunday and rode in it with them while three other budies walked with us waving gay SM flags. The parade was watched by around 500,000 spectators.

Pride Week

Have been invited to ride in fellow club members' car in our Pride Parade. Also had a message from a Yahoo visitor from NY City. Met him at a local bath house and took two of his loads in quick succession way down my thirsty throat.

Getting Propositioned

Have had a couple of messages on Yahoo personals. One from a guy whose bio says he has kids, so presume he might be married Am open minded so willing to service all cummers. It's Pride Week here in Vancouver. Waitng to see if my buddies invite me to be in the parade. Also we have the international firefighters and police games going on so maybe might find a few hunks cruising around. A new bathhouse "Steamworks" just opened so I might go and check it out.

TAKING IT ALL RAW

In spite of warnings to the contrary, the whole attraction of biohazrd raw sex simply overcums my better judgement.

Fountain Of Youth

July has been quite a revitalizing month for this dirty old dad. On July 11th. members of VASM, (Vancouver Activists In SM) , the group which I founded in 1982, took me up the fraser Valley to the member's house where our annual BBQ was to be held. I was interviewed regarding various events etc. in my past as a video was taken by two members on their videocams. Later, about 30 guys guys arrived to enjoy the BB on a hot, sunny day.
Then, this week, I received an email from a younger American Asian boy who will be visiting Vancouver next week with a group of randy guys. He wants me to service his beautiful cock, somthing I love to do and consider that I am very good at. Hoping to get nourished with the sweet juice from his cock a well as, hopefully, getting into a gangbang scene with his buddies.

Exploring Fisting

After many years of sexual adventure and exploration am renewing my long time interest in experiencing a manly fist up within my colon which longs for sensual stimulation. Ever since first becoming aware of m2m fisting I have engaged several experienced topmen to initate me. So far we have not met with full success. This being my one regret I am determined to concentrate on continued involvement in this scene. In spite of my more advanced age I still believe that an old dog can always lern more tricks.

My Video Interview

In 1982 I founded a group called VASM (Vancouver Activists in SM) The club still exists although I have retired from activ participation. On Saturday, July 11th., the club will hold a barbeque. I have been invited and will be interviewed on a video to provide my thoughts, experiences and opinions regarding my many years as an SM Activist.

One More Year

I have run out of original pics and don't care to download them from other sites. I am looking forward to making my 86th year on next June 10, 2009. I came to Canada in 1949 from the UK. At that time Canada seemed to have everything going for it. However, recent governments don't appear to have any vision and Canada is losing it's favoured place in the world and becoming just another third world country in my estimation.

An Update

The world is seeing big changes which may turn out to be the best in the long run. This dad is managing to keep things on track and I will be adding some more thoughts as soon as the opportunity comes along.

In The Mood

I have to rely on my webcam to make shots of myself. Being a bit of an exhibionist, the desire and sexual turn-on always seems hightened when I indulge in a group or at a wild party. Here in Vancouver the group and party events have declined over the years. Would really be delighted to get invited to be invited to join in a party, gang bang or group session, espcially being recorded on cam or video.

Double Of Everything

Have two holes not in use, two tits needing attention, two balls to be tortured. Offers from any or all active dudes seriously considered. All well matured and in prime shape. Together with this offer, one tasty bone available.

PLANTING THE SEED

Plant your seed within my warm and nurturing shrine. Leave it there and let it grow into a glorious flowering man tree. As I open up the lips of my temple, plunge your holy rod into the receptive tube. Fill my bowel with the cream of manly life and feed the seed with the nectar of manhood until it grows and bears the crown of my adorable GOD.

This Dog Needs A BONE

Getting hungry and need a good hard bone to chew, swallow or take up my manhole. Thirsty for a multiple cumdump,

Real Man Needed

With the warmer weather i find myself needing some good hard and cum filled cock. Ready to service some lusty hunk and get filled with his seed. Have another birthday coming up in June and ready to receive all hole filling gifts.

Horny In May

May has finally brought some warm sunshine to Vancouver and helps this old sleazehound feel ready to get out and take some blossoming, stiff woody rods into wherever. Hungry for cock and thirsty for cum.

Springtime Lusting

After a hiatus due to feeling rather pissed off with all of our dull and miserable weather, the cumming of Spring has this old fag getting all horny. Just wish I could be dumped, ass naked, right in the middle of a group of macho and horny studs.

Skintight

I have always had a liking for wearing and, also, the appearance on other men of revealing and clinging garments. Whether of latex, lycra or whatever, there is something in the feel and look of body forming wear.

Heavenly Vision

A Few More Thoughts

Because, at my age, I get less m2m real or virtual connections, there is just not much new to post on a frequent basis. I was initiated into ways of service to masculine and more dominant men so many years ago. I still long for those sensual pain trips, starting with my tortured nips and then connecting to all of the sexual parts of my mind and body. In short, have become an inveterate slut and pain pig. Daily i thirst for those delicious manly fluids which would fill my mouth, throat and manhole with cum and piss after pleasuring manly bodies and hard poles. Encased within my mouth, throat or mancunt they lift my body, mind and spirit to exalted highs.

Spiriual Sexuality

Through the mnay years that I have ben very actively engaged in whatever m2m intimitly sexual engagement I have discovered, from my first awareness of fisting, have never completly managed to fully take a partner's fist and arm within my anal temple. To my mind, taking a buddy's body part totally within me, creates the greatest mutual bond. No doubt, receiving a partner's cock and man juices accomplishes the same full bonding, the hand and arm is able to penetrate deeper creaating an almost spiritual encounter.

Rites Of Brothers of Manhood

I dream of finding a temple filled with a congregation of beautiful masculine and naked worshippers. There is an altar before which the brethren join in cummunion, sharing and taking their manjuices. Upon the altar lies the Holy God of Penile Ritual. Initiates are brought before Him, laying before the altar as the Holy God dispenses his lustful semen, filling their manly holes with the erect wine and cream filled penis standing out from His demonic body.

Sacrifice

I am still hoping to find a place where I can express my male spirtuality before an altar upon which myself and fellow brethren make sacrificial expressions in the total worship of masculinity through worship and sensual painful orgiastic communion.